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12th Month *nervous* Breakdown

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 5:49 AM
It's about time I wrote a new journal.

Indeed.
It's December, Father Christmas :santa: is there behind the corner and Christmas trees :xmas: are falling instead of snow :snowflake: (that of course is our every-Christmas-pipe dream) *and my last entry dates back to Sept*!

A lot of things happened. University is literally killing me, as there are 30 lesson hours per week, plus one-hour lunch break. This means I spend an average of 7 hours in Forlì, where my Uni is located, each day. Then when I get home I also have to find time for my busywork (is that correct?), helping guys that are not really good at school and things like these. The result is that I barely have some free time at weekends. With disastrous consequences on my social life, as you can imagine. And let's not talk about the upcoming exams for which I still haven't started studying.

But this near-to-nervous-breakdown-situation wasn't enough! Apart from loads of problem with my boyfriend, which I have no intention to bother you with, my grandmother died 2 weeks ago.
I don't think I will feel better nor soon neither in several months. There's nothing to say about that. You don't have to say anything, it's alright. But I'm feeling shit.
I was really fond of her.

Enough with my usual victim-whining, I guess! Some good news are that I went to see Green Day live, on last 11th November (~aiechan's birthday! :heart:) and I fucking loved them, as usual lol.
I've also been to Lucca Comics&Games 2009, where I saw many cosplayers, bought interesting things and also COPICS! :love: I'm starting to practise with them. At the moment I'm crap! :XD:

Let's hope things won't get worse! Cause I have no hope they'll get better.

:rudolph:

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September, the rain has come.

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 12:46 AM
Some news!
First of all, I passed the admission test for University! I'm in! :dance: Lessons start on next 30th Sept. so I still have some time to relax :sleep: yay~!
On the contrary, my boyfriend started school so now I have nothing to do in the mornings >> well maybe I'll have more time for art!

Fallen Children Of Bodom shoes arrived, finally. There's only one problem: the shoe size converter is SHITE!! It said that 7 US is 40 EUR but on the shoes it says that they're 39 EUR! And they're damn too small! Goddamnit. :x
So, I need to sell them, in order to buy a new pair ç__ç

I've also been 4 days at the seaside with my boyfriend, the last weekend before school started, so now I'm a veeery little bit tanned! :giggle: And it was 4 gorgeous days of course :aww:

Tomorrow evening I'm having my belated birthday party (I always do it some weeks later cause in August somebody's always missing :meow:), let's hope everything will be ok!

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Teddy-Moo

Fri Aug 21, 2009, 3:55 PM
Ooook guys. No updates for a veeery long time, but hey, I really don't get much inspired these days and don't have much time for art!

Yesterday it was my birthday and of course I argued with my mom all the time, cause every year my birthday has to be an awful day :D even if it started well, goddamnit, my boyfriend made me a surprise and came to my home very early in the morning with my presents :meow: the latest Iron Maiden album, vynil version, and the damn cutest soft-toy ever >< a teddy bear dressed up as cow :la: so sweet~!
For my bday my parents allowed me to buy Children Of Bodom Fallen shoes from an american online shop :love: can't wait to receive them! :excited:

Then...I have to choose a University, but don't know what to do. My boyfriend has to pass 3 very tough exams on next Monday and Tuesday, otherwise he'll have to repeat the school year...so I'm a little bit stressed - and these are the reasons why I have no time to draw or work with GIMP >>

Recently I got obsessed with Pokèmon cards :pokeball: that's freakin crazy I know! :XD: But my bro introduced me back to the thing (they came out when I was at the elementary school, dear God...) and now I just can't help buying them ^^;

Hope to draw something new sooner or later! Cheers guys.

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LONDON!

Fri Jul 10, 2009, 5:09 PM
Yup! :D
London, I'm coming. Be aware! :XD:
Departing in a few hours :B ought to go to sleep, at least one hour :XD: will be back home on 17th :aww: kisses and hugs to everybody!

Oh and, I was about to forget about that, exam passed with 100/100!! :dance:

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Happy Ending :D

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 1:23 AM
Endlich mal! (that is finally)
The final exam is finished. I'll know the mark I got tomorrow afternoon or the next morning. Until now it was 65/100, and the oral examination maximum mark is 30/100 so there's a high improbable possibility that I'll get a 95/100 (pass is 60/100).

I must honestly admit that I aimed to 100/100, and teachers have 5 extra points to give, but it's their choice whether to do it or not, and there's not much I can do about it now. I'll just adore my lovely English teacher who gave me 14/15 in the English exam - as last year I just passed the Proficiency European Certification, with which theoretically I could teach English (not in Italy because the law wants you to be graduated to be a teacher).

Anyway! My boyfriend's on a Northern-European-Countries-or-something cruise and will be back on 18th July. That's also an awesome thing! :D Plus, my and ~aiechan's plan to go to London on next Friday or Saturday has been destroyed by the gentle mother of another friend of mine I had invited to the holiday.

My dad's in the hospital today and he'll probably have to go back there in the next days.

We're all very happy and calm at home! :D

Good news: we finally have a internet connection, a serious one I mean, and my parents unexpectedly bought me a laptop. I guess I should be happy now...

Ok, enough sarcasm I guess. End of transmissions. Greetz.

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